For my life, IРІР‚в„ўve been the essential monogamous individual on our planet. Or at the very least we thought we became. I will be enthusiastic about rom-coms and Disney films. I cry at every wedding. But IРІР‚в„ўve additionally dated polyamorous individuals and partners. IРІР‚в„ўve also been cheated on . Therefore probably the expressed word РІР‚СљmonogamousРІР‚Сњ never exactly fit.
Once I assess my dating history , we realize that I happened to be mainly led by fear in my own relationships/situationships. We craved the safety of the relationship therefore defectively due to just exactly just just what it was thought by me implied РІР‚вЂќ that I became worthy, valuable, and enjoyed. That desire has constantly clashed with my interior comprehending that IРІР‚в„ўm currently those three things.