My fear that is greatest since the years passed had been that my partner might perish first. Having had no kiddies, the notion of my hubby dying very first and me personally being kept alone on earth had been one thing i just couldn’t keep.
Even if I’d had kiddies, the thought of my closest friend, enthusiast, company partner and friend making me behind had been unbearable.
About it– or when the thought came to mind, I just banished it as quickly as I could so I didn’t think.
After which my fear that is greatest arrived real.
Philip had been clinically determined to have belly cancer tumors in 2010 october. We’d 14 months together with this true point, which, instead interestingly, became among the best years of our wedding.
We had been forced into surviving in the ‘present moment’ far more than we’d ever been.